When I look at myself in the mirror I see myself as a lost soul,

My mistakes will always haunt me,

Every decision I make is purely coming from a side of me that is uncontrollable,

I can never forgive myself for every action I have committed,

I apologize to everyone I have hurt or lied to throughout my life it was not by any chance my attempt to hurt a soul I just didn't want anyone to become involved with my problems,

I really wish I could go back in time and take everything back and start over but I can not do that so I only can say sorry,

I think that if I die that everyone's problems would go away and no one would ever again have to deal with my problems and everyone would be better off,

In my eyes I am a disgrace to the girl I only care about and I do not deserve to talk to her again for the pain I caused her and I know my family thinks I'm an embarrassment to them and I am the source of their problems,

I do wish though that when I am gone that everyone has a great life filled with much success and happiness,

All that is left for me to say is follow your own path and do not make the same mistakes that I have made throughout my life.